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[28 Dec 2005|03:06am] |
NEW LJ - TO STOP PPL FROM GETTING CONFUSED!
ADD MISSXCYANIDE ^^
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[27 Dec 2005|03:40pm] |
Not updated in aaaages!
Christmas was kinda fun. got a digicam, straighteners, new hairdryer and fucking turntables<3
My hair is now purple >_>
Aaand I have a faker on myspace and facethejury.com
www.myspace.com/deadexx
Yeah, shes faking me.
If you can, spread the word that shes not me, as THIS is me.
www.myspace.com/xdemonikax
aaand you all know my VF page anyway.
*humps her ipod*
Oh yeah I missed VNV & CC too.
Sucks dont it.
Im staying in for new years, Im as ill as anything.
ps.
I miss people from last new years.
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[22 Nov 2005|05:07pm] |
After being harrased by fran into updating, I am doing so.
This week I have been mostly eating liver, due to me finding out Im anemic and having to stay in hospital overnight and being crucifyingly ill. ><
I hate liver ._.
Me and Andrew are back together ♥ It WILL work this time.<3
Combichrist and Cradle in December as well as VNV. Pendulum on saturday.
Jobseeking sucks.
Im addicted to World Of Warcraft.
Alliance
Night Elf
Female
Level 24
Hunter
Professions - Alchemy, Enchanting
Sub-Pros - First Aid, Cooking, Fishing
Pet - level 24 Elder Nightsabre called Drew
Guild - Sergeant in Perfect Chaos.
Im a geek, and a loser.
And I am proud.
I have beem mostly listening to Nemesis by Arch Enemy.
<3
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[27 Oct 2005|03:54pm] |
I need Bizarre mag to photograph me.
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[26 Oct 2005|07:36pm] |
Argggh halloween chocolate! Teh yum!
Im not attending retro, from half being banned and general cant be arsedness.
Plus I get to dress up at work, so whats the point lol.
Ive literrally lived in retro, now its just boring. =/
I wanna go see Wed13! -buys tickets- Now, to get there, get hotel, and not die of people crushing me in the pit.
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[25 Oct 2005|04:15pm] |
Omg, power viking metal. Never thought Id be listening to this XD
Anna had a very successful job interview today ^^ I think I got the job =o
Anna has plans for very yummy dessert tonight ^^ Vanilla = sex<3
So, what has been going on with Anna?
Well, here it goes.
Im seeing Andrew again, and everythings going great! But also meant I had to deal with a certain lady who had an intimate shot with him, which Im still not happy with, but I forgive him, seeing as I made the same mistake too. At least I know now he has no attraction towards her at all, even though shes trying to entice him with corsets, and her boobs ¬_¬ Makes me wish my boobs were bigger. But at the end of the day, I know he'll be in bed, with me, not her. And yes, Ill rub it into her as much as I can so she gets the message, dont get me wrong, shes a nice girl. Im just not too keen on her. Just seems like shes trying to do everything she can to get andrew to be attracted to her =/ I dunno if it'll work or not, and if it does, Ill be very upset. Seeing as she isnt attractive at all, And I think Im pretty damn attractive (at times =x)
Seems as though as soon as your seeing someone, you get offers from every bloke in sight. And its annoying, because I dont want any of them, I want Andrew ^_^
I had a photoshoot with fyta ^_^ Was really fun! And the photos turned out really well too! I hope to do more shoots with him in the near future ^^
Gaaaah, need to get out more ><
Im not going to Halloween at Retribution for various reasons #1 - its shite. #2- The bouncers ><
Thats all!
Yes, Im boring ¬_¬
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[13 Oct 2005|07:09pm] |
I am fucking SICK of having my emotions used up by someone who doesnt give a flying fuck about how I feel.
Yeah, theres only one person I love. And everyone knows who that is. Andrew.
So yeah, In my inevitable instability, I went looking for physical comfort, of which I found.
I could have even developed deeper feelings for this person, but, it was decided he wanted no feelings towards me and that was that. I didnt mind, it wasnt a big deal.
So the inevitable happened, I decided I wanted Andrew back, so we made a pact, to not run off with anyone else while we were seeing each other.
This was made AFTER the fling with the second person.
And now, the secondary person gets all "erwtf" about it, because.. actually, I dont know why.
He shouldnt give a fuck to be honest, he didnt want anything to do with me.
And why should he? With girls from all over the world flocking to see him, I guessed I was just another notch on the bedpost to be honest, which is all I hope to be to him, that and a friend.
So, anyone planning to even bitch to Andrew about me, or try and change his feelings, DONT.
It wont work and trust me, you'll wish you never had.
This is what split me and andrew up in the first place, third party interference.
"Oh how could you love him still" blah blah. I dont need to hear it.
Are you stuck to my side? No. You have no part or say in what I do, what Andy does, or our friendship either.
No, were not in a relationship, and that doesnt matter, as long as I know he loves me, and he knows that I love him.
Myself and Andrew could not give a fuck about what other people say, or their opinions on the matter.
Yes, were bound to fancy other people, but were not ever again going to go so far as even kiss anyone else again. We found out how much that hurt.
Dont stick your nose in love, I was prepared to give you a friendship, now, Im prepared for the worst.
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